A lot has happened


A week ago, my grandmother died in a nursing home, the problem is I didn't know her very well or didn't attend to the funeral. I will miss her.
Why didn't I go, you might be asking?
I had to stay home with my mom. It wasn't too long ago when she had surgery on her foot with a broken toe. Now that her toe is healing, the doctor told her she had to bend her toe and keep her toe straight so it doesn't grow crocked. So, it's my job to be the doctor and bend her toe also get he to walk an hour everyday.

Have you ever had a relative your family knew about and knew nothing or met them? I had a grandfather on my father's side, that I haven't met he was dead before I was born. I still wonder what was he like?

My great, great grandmother treated me like trash, I definitly got the POV how a stray dog feels when wandering in someones yard univited. I was screamed at, chased, and cursed at with unmentionable words, to get out her yard. Because I wanted to play with my cousin at ages seven to ten. I would sneak down to my grandmother's house everyday then go 'ninja' mode not letting her see me, only my cousin at the side window. If I saw my grandmother with Lynn I would duck down and hide or wander around, or even run home before I was spotted.
Have you heard anything like this before? Have you ever been forbidden to go in one of your relatives yard to play hide and seek with your cousin? I felt very akward around my great great grandmother when she started treating me like a normal person when ages twelve on up. Then she past away five years ago, I felt torn between grieving, shock, to nothing.

My grandmother on my mother's side, showed me a giant photo album she had and named out 20 something cousins of mine. She even told me one of my cosins played a tiny part in a movie about gangsters. I found the movie but I didn't think it was worth it, since he played a person who said one line. The movie itself wasn't my cup of tea, so I didn't buy it. Half of my cousins I never seen before or don't remember. So, if I was to meet half of them it would be like meeting someone new for the very first time.

Anybody still waiting for something like art to show up here, please contunie waiting. I'm hoping we'll get a computer this summer. I'm sorry, I keep repeating myself. The way things are going lately we haven't been able to afford one as of yet, only relying on the msntv at the moment.
Thanks, for waiting.